my mood was just raging last night and i had so many things i wanted to vent about to you today, but i came in (early this time!) and got straight to work, i'm still working, so i didn't get time to vent.
now seems like a good time though:
so what if she went to the EC yesterday and had lunch with him.
so whaf if they still enjoy each others company...
so what if is is overly considerate in asking, oh, so was grace ok with the whole weekend? (and other questions like, is grace ok with me studying in rome, is grace ok with me hanging out with you here at home)
so what if he actually answered the first question honestly (Which was the little kinda fight we had wednesday night)
so what if she is coming over to rome to study
so what's the big deal when she and her dad comes over (to help her move and stuff) has dinner with leo and his parents right
did i mention i was insecure and psychotic and maybe in my insecure mind am thinking that maybe these two would actually be better suited to each other: speaks greek, both greek orthodox, has same values, traditions and cultural background.
in the most secret part of my heart, despite the fact that i know i love him and he loves me....i can't help but wonder, what if there was a girl better suited for him...and its not me?
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