Saturday, August 23, 2025
....bad place....
Friday, August 22, 2025
do you think about me
Walking out a bar I always said was lame
Is it okay that I'm lonely when her lips are on me?
Now, do you think about me?
Why can't I say that I'm terrified that I'll dream of your face?
I keep falling to pieces
Why can't I say that I need to know?
Do you think about me?
1975, his hands on your thighs climbing
Do you think about me when you're high?
And you can't fall asleep 'cause you're trying
Does everything remind you of the stupid night that we fell in love?
Do you think about me?
Why can't I say that I'm terrified that I'll dream of your face?
I keep falling to pieces
Why can't I say that I need to know?
Do you think about me?
When he's tracing your body with his fingertips
Trying to pull you into his?
Do you ever think about me
On a night like this?
Do you think about me?
Without your hair pressed to my cheek
I wish I could've found a way to be exactly what you need
I don't wanna fall asleep
With someone else right next to me
I wonder how you're doing now
(Do you think about me?)
Why can't I say that I'm terrified that I'll dream of your face?
I keep falling to pieces
Why can't I say that I need to know?
Do you think about me?
When he's tracing your body with his fingertips
Trying to pull you into his?
Do you ever think about me
On a night like this?
Do you think about me?
Thursday, August 14, 2025
last goodbye
there seems to be a running theme
Last goodbye
Sunkis
It's nice to see we changed for sure
Oh, for better or for worse
Won't you hold me like it's our first time? Yeah
You still leave me speechless
Every time we speaking
But hear me out this time
Baby, listen, hear me whine
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) to say our last goodbye (last goodbye)
Last goodbye (last goodbye, babe)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) so give me one last night
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) to say our last goodbye
Last goodbye
I'm feelin' you slip away (away)
Nah, we don't have to fake
This will never be the same
After this, it's better I stay away
We made some big mistakes, girl, but I know we tried
Oh, so hear me out this time, babe
So just listen one more time
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) to say our last goodbye (last goodbye)
Last goodbye (last goodbye, babe)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) so give me one last night
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) to say our last goodbye (hey, yeah)
Last goodbye
Monday, August 04, 2025
Far away
one day at a time
Far away
Peter Fenn
Keep it together, but it's hard now
So we lie
We say, "We're okay", but we're not fine (not fine)
I need you by my side
Each and every day
Darling, won't you stay with me?
No, the feelings haven't gone away
Wanna be okay
I don't wanna feel far, far away
Come home then we go to sleep, no we don't talk no more
Let me know that you're with me, show a sign that you care
Need to know that you still feel something in there
I need you by my side
Each and every day
Darling, won't you stay with me?
No, the feelings haven't gone away
Wanna be okay
I don't wanna feel far
Each and every day
Darling, won't you stay with me?
No, the feelings haven't gone away
Wanna be okay
I don't wanna feel far
Each and every day
Darling, won't you stay with me?
No, the feelings haven't gone away
Wanna be okay
I don't wanna feel far, far away
Friday, August 01, 2025
what you're made of
What You're Made Of
I still act like I did back in the sixth grade
Shit stained, snotty nose, whiny little bitch face
Toothpaste all over my switch blade
I wonder if I carve this grin into my skin
My life would be a joke then I'd feel better than I did
I wonder if I carve this grin into my skin
My life would be a joke
Oh, look at that
You're talking smack
I've been through hell but now I'm back
And nothing's left worth fighting for
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
Kingdom come is falling down
No one's left to save you now
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
CNN fucks with my brain and mood
There's only so much that a man can take
Thinking 'bout death in the office place
I wonder if I keep this up, will I still have friends?
People get offended when I don't reply
I feel relieved by the silence, but I don't know why
Oh, look at that
You're talking smack
I've been through hell but now I'm back
And nothing's left worth fighting for
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
Kingdom come is falling down
No one's left to save you now
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
Show me what you're made of
Don't need your prayer, no sympathy
I wear my pride 'round my neck
So it's best you watch your step
'Cause I've been up, I've been down
I've been kicked out on the ground
But I stand tall where I'm at
Been to hell but now I'm back
And nothing's left worth fighting for
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
Kingdom come is falling down
No one's left to save you now
Say a little prayer and pull the rug
Show me what you're made of
Friday, July 25, 2025
coloblind
and..... somehow we're here:
I can't really, can't really just explain it's
I don't know it's, uh
I try
I know you wanna understand
So I'll explain the best I can
What this pain feels like
It's hard
'Cause even as I'm sitting here
I would rather disappear
Than face the world outside
I'm okay, well, maybe not
(Here it comes again)
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
I should let someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe, will it ever end?
You'll be fine, I say it again
I should let someone know
That something doesn't feel right
It's like I'm colorblind
(It's like I'm colorblind)
'Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine
'Cause everything's in black and white
And I can't say I'm numb inside
'Cause that just sounds so dark
It's hard
'Cause even as we're sitting here
I'm fighting off a constant fear
But no one sees that part
You think you're okay, then you're not
(Here it comes again)
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
I should let someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe, will it ever end?
You'll be fine, I say it again
I should let someone know
That something doesn't feel right (right)
It's like I'm colorblind
(It's like I'm colorblind)
'Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine
Thursday, July 17, 2025
love me from a distance
When sayin' it out loud kinda just feels wrong
Living in the moment can feel so alone
(Living in the moment can feel so alone)
I'm always sayin'
But when I see you, I can't even help
Losin' all my senses, you leave me defenseless
Baby, I can love you but you know my defenses
I don't wanna be pickin' up pieces
When I know you could leave
So I'ma let you love me from a distance
Where the hell is holding back even really getting me?
When I could be livin' my truth
You know what I gotta do
Baby, I know it's you
I'm always sayin'
But when I see you, I can't even help
Hoppin' on the freeway to finish what we started
I don't even care if I end up brokenhearted
I don't wanna be pickin' up pieces
When I know you could leave (and I know you could leave)
So I'ma let you love me from a distance
I don't wanna be pickin' up pieces
When I know you could leave
So I'ma let you love me from a distance
I'ma let you love me from a-
I'ma let you love
I'ma let you love me from a distance
From a distance (oh-ooh-ah-aah)
Monday, June 09, 2025
Fallin'
this one is on loop
Everything's frozen, nothing but you and I
Can't stop my heart from beating
Why do I love this feeling?
Make me a promise, tell me you'll stay with me
If I'm bein' honest, I don't know where this leads
But that's the only question, baby, don't keep me guessin'
I feel so reckless
Oh, you're makin' me, makin' me, makin' me give in
I'm not scared to jump if you want to
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
I can feel the rush of adrenaline
I'm not scared to jump, 'cause I want you
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
There's something about you that's makin' me go insane
We have a storm to weather, my little sweet surrender
I feel so reckless
Oh, you're makin' me, makin' me, makin' me give in
I'm not scared to jump if you want to
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
I can feel the rush of adrenaline
I'm not scared to jump, 'cause I want you
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
Fallin' (fallin', fallin', fallin', fallin')
Fallin' (fallin', fallin', fallin', fallin')
I feel so reckless
Oh, you're makin' me, makin' me
Makin' me, makin' me, makin' me
Makin' me, makin' me give in
I'm not scared to jump if you want to
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
I'm not scared to jump, 'cause I want you
Let's just fall in love for the hell of it
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
Ooh-ooh-ooh (fallin', fallin', fallin', fallin')
Maybe, we'll just keep fallin'
Wednesday, May 28, 2025
si hubiera sido
lets channel in the summer
Empezó el verano
Fuego
Si antes te hubiera conocido
Seguramente
EstarÃas bailando esta conmigo
No como amigos
Sino como otra cosa
Usted cerca me pone peligrosa
Por un besito hago cualquier cosa
La novia suya me pone celosa
Y aunque es hermosa, ey
No te va a besar como yo
No está tan rica asà como yo
Ella es tÃmida y yo no
Con estas ganas que tengo yo
Me atrevo a comerme a los do'
Hoy estás jangueando con ella
Pero, mmm, después tal vez no
Si antes te hubiera conocido
Seguramente
EstarÃas bailando esta conmigo
No como amigos, ey
¿Qué hubiera sido?
Ay, si antes te hubiera conocido
Seguramente
EstarÃas bailando esta conmigo
No como amigos, ey
Bebé, pa' conquistarte que me pasen el manual
Espero lo que sea, yo no me voy a quitar
Tengo fe que esos ojito' un dÃa me van a mirar
Yo me caso contigo
Mi nombre suena bien con tu apellido
'Toy esperando el primer descuido
Pa' presentarte como mi marido
Mi nombre suena bien con tu apellido
'Toy esperando el primer descuido
Pa' presentarte como mi marido
No has entendido que
No te va a besar como yo
No está tan rica asà como yo
Ella es tÃmida y yo no
Con estas ganas que tengo yo
Me atrevo a comerme a los do'
Hoy estás jangueando con ella
Pero, mmm, después tal vez no
(Si antes te hubiera conocido) ey, ¿Cómo?
Seguramente
EstarÃas bailando esta conmigo
No como amigos, no, no, no
Chiqui-cha, chiqui-cha, chiqui-cha, chiqui-cha (seguramente)
(EstarÃas bailando esta conmigo)
(No como amigos)
(¿Qué hubiera sido?)
(Si antes te hubiera conocido)
Thursday, April 10, 2025
First time feeling
didn't realize this song is 5 years old!
That's alright, I let my mind
Kick around the block a couple of times
Two weeks, too good to say goodbye
Is now the time?
There's something that I need to tell you
[Pre-Chorus]
I knew I loved you
'Cause I said "I love you"
To one I felt less for than you
I knew I loved you
'Cause I said "I love you"
To one I felt less for than you
[Chorus]
Took a little while to see it
Longer to want it too
This is the first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
Get me scared so easy
Of losing myself, it's true
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
I try my best to simplify
To justify
The way that I
Am gonna do my best to get you off of my mind
Drive through the desert overnight
To kill some time
There's something that I need to tell you
[Pre-Chorus]
I knew I loved you
'Cause I said "I love you"
To one I felt less for than you
[Chorus]
Took a little while to see it
Longer to want it too
This is the first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
Get me scared so easy
Of losing myself, it's true
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
(Took a little while to see it)
(Longer to want it too)
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
I knew I loved you
'Cause I said "I love you"
To one I felt less for than you
I knew I loved you
'Cause I said "I love you"
To one I felt less for than you
[Chorus]
Took a little while to see it
Longer to want it too
This is the first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
Get me scared so easy
Of losing myself, it's true
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
(Took a little while to see it)
(Longer to want it too)
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
(Took a little while to see it)
(Longer to want it too)
Damn, it's just like a first time feeling
That there's nobody else but you
Wednesday, February 12, 2025
Sleepy head
i'll just leave this here
Onto your planet, just how I planned it
Took my chances
Fell from the clouds, straight to the ground
So planned
But I don't really care 'cause I know you're out there
Feels like magic on this planet
I feel like I've been dreaming about this moment for way too long
Put on your jeans and go
'Cause I gotta work this evening
You better leave before my parents get home"
She said, "Get out of your head and out of my bed
And don't forget to take your phone"
She said, "Wake up, sleepyhead, don't be dreaming
Don't you catch feelings, I don't believe in those"
But how do I act like I don't wanna come back
When it's automatic?
Yeah, you know, you know, you know, you know
You're so beautiful, I can't take it
Can't stop thinking about you naked
Oh, all the cute kids that we can make and
The serotonin inside my brain when
I feel like I've been dreaming about this moment for way too long
Put on your jeans and go
'Cause I gotta work this evening
You better leave before my parents get home"
She said, "Get out of your head and out of my bed
And don't forget to take your phone"
She said, "Wake up, sleepyhead, don't be dreaming
Don't you catch feelings, I don't believe in those"
I don't believe in those
And don't forget to take your phone"
She said, "Wake up, sleepyhead, don't be dreaming
Don't you catch feelings, I don't believe in those"
I don't believe in those
Thursday, January 09, 2025
Coffee for your head
this was a surprising entry on the random list
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
I don't wanna pass away
I've been thinking of our future 'Cause I'll never see those days
I don't know why this has happened, but I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best, but you know that I'm not perfect
When I leave this earth, hoping you'll find someone else
'Cause, yeah, we're still young, there's so much we haven't done
Getting married, start a family, watch your husband with his son
I hope I go to heaven, so I see you once again
My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings
Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed, yeah
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
I'm sorry if I tear up
When me and you were younger, you would always make me cheer up
Taking goofy videos while walking through the park
You would jump into my arms every time you heard a bark
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03
Sundays went to church, on Mondays watched a movie
Soon you'll be alone, sorry that you have to lose me
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
Thursday, December 19, 2024
Mon amor
i was walking a lot of winter nights with this song
Voy a salir a la calle, voy a ponerme a gritar
Voy a gritar que te quiero, que te quiero de verdad
Con esta sonrisa puesta
De verdad que no me cuesta pensar en ti cuando me acuesto
Pero, nena, no imagines el resto
Que si no, no queda bonito esto
Voy a mirarte a los ojos, no te voy a mentir
Y como dos niños chicos, te pediré salir
Esperando un sÃ, esperando un kiss
Si me miras mientras canto, se me pone cara tonto
Niña, tú me tienes loco
Y es que me gustas no sé cuánto
"Gogoko zaitut", como dirÃan los vascos
Si quieres te lo digo en portugués
Eu gosto de você
En una canción que sé que vas a escuchar
Sé que hay mucha gente que quiere desvestirte
Pero verte dormir es lo mejor que hay
Paso de cero a cien, contigo implosioné
De ti me envenené, yo ya no sé qué hacer
Me abrazaste y volé, te juro que volé
Si me miras mientras canto, se me pone cara tonto
Niña, tú me tienes loco
Y es que me gustas no sé cuánto
Más que el olor a café cuando me levanto
Contigo no hace falta dinero en el banco
Contigo veo ParÃs desde todo lo alto
Mon amour, je t'aime
Parece un cliché, pero no lo es
Contigo aprendà lo que es vivir
Pero ya lo ves, somos increÃbles
Voy a salir a la calle, voy a ponerme a gritar
Voy a gritar que te quiero, que te quiero de verdad
Con esa sonrisa puesta
Voy a ir directo a ti
Voy a mirarte a los ojos, no te voy a mentir
Y como dos niños chicos, te pediré salir
Esperando un sÃ, esperando un kiss
Si me miras mientras canto, se me pone cara tonto
Niña, tú me tienes loco
Y es que me gustas no sé cuánto
Más que el olor a café cuando me levanto
Contigo no hace falta dinero en el banco
Contigo veo ParÃs desde todo lo alto
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
Legend
this came up randomly on my playlist and it just stuck
I'm coming, I'm coming
Yeah, look
I never stop cause
I'm bringing you all down
I'm coming for blood
You better run
Cause I'm taking the whole town
I am the man, 100 grand
And I'm breaking my own ground
I take what I want, like I'm King Kong
There better be no doubt
It's getting crazy
Here comes a renegade
Best let me out
It's getting loud
And I'm about to get paid now
I'm going in
I never miss
Cause I got the training
I'm ready to blow
I gotta go
There ain't no more playing
Nothing can stop me now
Ohh
Nothing can hold me down
Ohh
Nothing can stop me now
You better never forget it
Yeah I am a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
You going down when you come into my house
I'm coming to win
No giving in
I'm laying it all out
I ain't afraid
No playing games
I'm the king and it's my crown
I'm coming in hot
Ready or not, you're talking to me now
I'm rising up
You picked on the wrong man
You outta breathe
I done left
You better keep jogging
You gonna learn
It's time to burn
You need to be watching
I'm coming in fast
You gonna be last
There won't be no stopping
Nothing can stop me now
Ohh
Nothing can hold me down
Ohh
Nothing can stop me now
You better never forget it
Yeah I'm a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
You better never forget it
Yeah I'm a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
Friday, October 25, 2024
Madly
this was on repeat a lot,
Made out in the backseat, yeah
You're the only one that asked me, if
I'll do anything you asked me
If you wonder how I'm feeling
Just know that I'm always on your side
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn
In love, in love, uhn
Don't know what I did before you
But I know that I adore you, ah
If you're wondering if I care, just
Say the word and I'll be right there
If you wonder how I'm feeling
Just know that I'm always on your side (know)
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn (uhn)
In love, in love, uhn
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn
In love, in love, uhn
Wednesday, October 09, 2024
Home blue October
i heard this song and thought it was perfect for our anniversary montage
I'll smile if I want to
I'm not afraid, gonna flaunt it too
What a glow when you're living true
Yeah
I'm living for the right now
I had a few friends show me how
I take a deep breath and blow it out
Let it go
But listen I—
I can't wait to see what's around the corner
I can't wait to soar
Baby, I lie awake and I watch you sleeping
thinking it's the little things that make a home
Like dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
I feel like I'm gonna win
And I'm as proud as I've ever been
'Cause I'm surrounded with some good friends
Yeah, good friends, good friends
I'm forever like a tattoo, yeah
I got to stay sticky 'cause I gotta be the glue for
My girl, my friends, my home, family, I do it all
Truly I can't wait to see what's around the corner
I can't wait to soar
But, baby, I lie awake and I watch you sleeping
thinking it's the little things that make a home
Yeah
'Cause we'll be dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
We found our home
Something we can build for years
The young and old
I'll be there to wipe your tears
We all get to see
Who we grow up to be
An anchor when in doubt
An ocean when in drought
We aim for it all
We lift up these walls
To make this house our home
Dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
Dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again