i was walking a lot of winter nights with this song
Thursday, December 19, 2024
Mon amor
Friday, November 22, 2024
Strawberries and cigarettes
You said "light my cigarette"
So I lied to my mom and dad
I jumped the fence and I ran
But we couldn't go very far
'Cause you locked your keys in your car
So you sat and stared at my lips
And I could already feel your kiss
Sugar and smoke rings, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Headlights, on me
Racing to 60, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like
Blue eyes, black jeans
Lighters and candy, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Said it'd all be worth the wait
Like that night in the back of the cab
When your fingers walked in my hand
Next day, nothin' on my phone
But I can still smell you on my clothes
Always hoping things would change
But we went right back to your games
Sugar and smoke rings, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Headlights, on me
Racing to 60, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like
Blue eyes, black jeans
Lighters and candy, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Give my heart a holiday
Still strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
You always leave me wanting more
I can't shake my hunger for
Strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Yeah, they always taste like you
You
Long nights, daydreams
With that sugar and smoke rings
Always taste like you
Racing to 60, I've been a fool (and give my heart a holiday)
Still, strawberries and cigarettes always taste like
Blue eyes, black jeans (you always leave me wanting more)
Lighters and candy, I've been a fool (I can't shake my hunger for)
Strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you
Wednesday, November 20, 2024
Velletri
Hoping not to miss my passion for editing, although I admit its been a minute.
Trollbeads
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
Legend
this came up randomly on my playlist and it just stuck
I'm coming, I'm coming
Yeah, look
I never stop cause
I'm bringing you all down
I'm coming for blood
You better run
Cause I'm taking the whole town
I am the man, 100 grand
And I'm breaking my own ground
I take what I want, like I'm King Kong
There better be no doubt
It's getting crazy
Here comes a renegade
Best let me out
It's getting loud
And I'm about to get paid now
I'm going in
I never miss
Cause I got the training
I'm ready to blow
I gotta go
There ain't no more playing
Nothing can stop me now
Ohh
Nothing can hold me down
Ohh
Nothing can stop me now
You better never forget it
Yeah I am a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
You going down when you come into my house
I'm coming to win
No giving in
I'm laying it all out
I ain't afraid
No playing games
I'm the king and it's my crown
I'm coming in hot
Ready or not, you're talking to me now
I'm rising up
You picked on the wrong man
You outta breathe
I done left
You better keep jogging
You gonna learn
It's time to burn
You need to be watching
I'm coming in fast
You gonna be last
There won't be no stopping
Nothing can stop me now
Ohh
Nothing can hold me down
Ohh
Nothing can stop me now
You better never forget it
Yeah I'm a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
You better never forget it
Yeah I'm a legend
And you better respect it
Cause I am a legend, I am a legend huh
Friday, October 25, 2024
Madly
this was on repeat a lot,
Made out in the backseat, yeah
You're the only one that asked me, if
I'll do anything you asked me
If you wonder how I'm feeling
Just know that I'm always on your side
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn
In love, in love, uhn
Don't know what I did before you
But I know that I adore you, ah
If you're wondering if I care, just
Say the word and I'll be right there
If you wonder how I'm feeling
Just know that I'm always on your side (know)
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn (uhn)
In love, in love, uhn
I'm happy when you're happy
I can't help that I'm madly in love
In love, in love, in love, uhn-uhn
In love, in love, uhn
Wednesday, October 09, 2024
Home blue October
i heard this song and thought it was perfect for our anniversary montage
I'll smile if I want to
I'm not afraid, gonna flaunt it too
What a glow when you're living true
Yeah
I'm living for the right now
I had a few friends show me how
I take a deep breath and blow it out
Let it go
But listen I—
I can't wait to see what's around the corner
I can't wait to soar
Baby, I lie awake and I watch you sleeping
thinking it's the little things that make a home
Like dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
I feel like I'm gonna win
And I'm as proud as I've ever been
'Cause I'm surrounded with some good friends
Yeah, good friends, good friends
I'm forever like a tattoo, yeah
I got to stay sticky 'cause I gotta be the glue for
My girl, my friends, my home, family, I do it all
Truly I can't wait to see what's around the corner
I can't wait to soar
But, baby, I lie awake and I watch you sleeping
thinking it's the little things that make a home
Yeah
'Cause we'll be dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
We found our home
Something we can build for years
The young and old
I'll be there to wipe your tears
We all get to see
Who we grow up to be
An anchor when in doubt
An ocean when in drought
We aim for it all
We lift up these walls
To make this house our home
Dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
Dancing in the kitchen in the pale moonlight
Only care in the world is that our kids are all right
Daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
So smile at me, baby, take my breath away
With the good Lord willing, I'll be happy to say
That daddy loves mamma and mamma loves him
Tomorrow we get to do it over again
Wednesday, July 31, 2024
Blue October
So, I should have seen it coming, that some male friendships were really born out of the impossible hope of getting together. The only reason why they would stick around and be "my best friend" and do anything and everything for me. At least that's the narrative Im going with since I'm not getting a response.
Back track to 2021 when I last had a conversation with Joey because I wanted to check in on him and how they were holding up during the pandemic. and he told me that he was upset because I wasn't a good enough friend to him. A reminder to me, we stopped talking because his then girlfriend, Hershey, didn't want us talking. He married her and cut me off. when things were bad though, he would call, complain and disappear. One year for his birthday I dont remember when I wanted to check up on him, I found the wife on facebook and asked for permission to call him to check in and wish him a happy birthday.
And I told him all of this. he's like, I wasn't aware. ok, but its hard to be friends with someone who has cut you off. I keep trying because we promised each other that we would stay friends and I wanted to keep that. the line got disconnected and I tried calling him back and he wasn't answering anymore. until this day.
well, maybe not today, this past week, I wrote to him - one last time from my part and surprise surprise he didn't say anything. so I made the conscious effort of deleting his chat history. I can't erase that we were once friends and super close but I have chosen to love me. why force myself on someone who very clearly doesn't want me around.
in that respect, two songs of blue October came to mind.
Moving on
and
this version of I Hope You're Happy
because I am moving on from him, but that doesn't mean I don't wish him well.
so try to remember that, I hope you're happy. I hope you're good. I hope you get what you wish for, and that you're well understood. and whatever your progress, I know that you'll be fine
Wednesday, July 03, 2024
moving boxes
I must admit, to write, moving boxes with confidence in the search bar was a bit funny, then I remembered to add the word, lyrics
These days I've been nothing but a burden
At night while you're tossing and you're turning
Get high on the dust that I am breathing
Oh, oh, oh, one week to go (go)
Wake up to the absence of your body
Doors shut but you know that you can't stop me
In a box, all our memories are burning
Oh, oh, oh, one week to go
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
Catch up from the things we haven't heard yet
Go back to the place where we had first met
Sprawled out like reflections on the ceiling
Oh, oh, oh, one week to go
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
These days I've been nothing but a burden
At night while you're tossing and you're turning
Get high on the dust that I am breathing
Oh, oh, oh, one week to go
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
I hope you're ready cause you're gonna sleep alone tonight
We're temporary and you're moving further out of sight
Hold it steady cause we're gonna set it all alight
I'm moving boxes and everything that you left
I'm moving boxes in, we are now separate
Friday, April 19, 2024
oh my my
Oh my my
Blue October
[Verse 1]
You wear black hair, I have Blue
You look sadder than most girls do
The way you walk around
Always watching the ground, well I like watching you
Your friends they don't like me
I think they're jealous of my tattoos
I'm not a bad guy, just like wearing black
I'm not scared of anything, but saying this to you
[Pre-Chorus]
It's going down, neither of us want to be
Alone right now
C'mon, c'mon
[Chorus]
Oh, my my
Yeah, I'm loving all your warning signs
Cause I'm a sucker for you
Oh, my my
Girl you get me high
Yeah you're my type
You're danger, danger
[Verse 2]
Yeah I'll be waiting by the blacktop
Like a cigarette stain for you
Every day I just won't go away
I'm not scared of anything, but saying this to you
[Pre-Chorus]
It's going down, neither of us want to be
Alone right now
What? Whatcha gonna do?
[Chorus]
Oh, my my
Yeah, I'm loving all your warning signs
Cause I'm a sucker for you
Oh, my my
Girl you get me high
Yeah you're my type
You're danger, danger
Oh, my my
Yeah, I'm a sucker for the lonely kind
Because I'm loving all your...
Oh, my my
Girl you get me high
Yeah you're my type
Danger, danger
[Bridge]
I can
I'll go anywhere you want me, you want me to
Caught my eye
Watch us free fall
Catch me, I'll catch you too
I can
I'll go anywhere you want me, you want me to
Caught my eye
And now we free fall
Catch me, I'll catch you too
[Chorus]
Oh, my my
Yeah, I'm loving all your warning signs
Cause I'm a sucker for you
Oh, my my
Girl you get me high
Yeah you're my type
You're danger, danger
Oh, my my
Yeah, I'm a sucker for the lonely kind
Because I'm loving all your...
Oh, my my
Girl you get me high
Yeah you're my type
You're danger, danger
and back again
I haven't been writing in forever.
access to blogger can only be from my laptop and at the end of the day I really don't feel like looking at the screen for much longer. but music also plays a huge role in my life and I feel the stress and pressure of making sure I write something when I forget, that what I listen to brings back the moments.
so I'll cheat a bit and post the songs I can remember from the past 6 months so that I can remember where I've been
Thursday, March 28, 2024
2:50
2:50
Mya
El tiempo no volvió a tener segundos otra vez
Se mide al ritmo en el que estás bailando
Yo te tengo en la mira desde que llegué
Me tiembla el pulso si estoy apuntando
Al ver tu tatuaje, perdí mi coraje
Que un trago me relaje, que te quiero hablar
Y si logro que el cielo te acerque y bailemos
Yo voy a rogar
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure un poco más de la cuenta
Quiero disimular que no me sé tu nombre
Yo quiero conocerte como corresponde
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure más de 2:50
Con un poco de tiempo, haré que todo encaje
Como lo hace tu falda con tu maquillaje
Me estoy muriendo pa' que sean las doce
Y que tu boca roce con mi boca y no sé tú (no sé tú)
Pero yo quiero esta noche con você, caipirinha y goce
Porque, mi niña, yo qué suerte tuve
De haberte conocido la noche perfecta
Salieron las estrellas, pero no las nubes
Y tú pudiste ver todas mis indirectas
Ay, qué suerte tuve
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure un poco más de la cuenta
Quiero disimular que no me sé tu nombre
Yo quiero conocerte como corresponde
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure más de 2:50
Con un poco de tiempo, haré que todo encaje
Como lo hace tu falda con tu maquillaje
Así cerquita, yo agarra'o a tu cinturita
Loco por esa boquita que aún no puedo besar
Mami, paremo' el tiempo, disfrutemo' el momento
Otra como tú, sé que no voy a encontrar
Bailemos esta canción, quiero verte en slow
Te acercaste un poquito y me subió la presión
Vamo' entrando en calor, ya va saliendo el Sol
Sé que estamos sintiendo lo mismo los dos
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure un poco más de la cuenta
Quiero disimular que no me sé tu nombre
Yo quiero conocerte como corresponde
Que suene una canción más lenta
Que dure más de 2:50
Con un poco de tiempo, haré que todo encaje
Como lo hace tu falda con tu maquillaje, yeah
(Ooh)
Mo-Mo-Mo-Mosty
Que suene una canción más lenta
(MYA)
Sunday, February 25, 2024
I’m still here
Thursday, January 18, 2024
ashes
ashes
stellar
Verse 1]
Now that I got a taste, I think that I'd suffocate
For every second that you aren't by my side
But now I'm stuck at the gate of Lucifer's estate
I fell in love with a girl I met in Hell
Thinkin' about all the things
The way you pull my strings, I love the way you turn me on
I ain't Hades, but I'm the king
I'd do anything so that I could take you home
[Pre-Chorus]
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking blow all the ashes down
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking go crazy for ya now
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking blow all the ashes down
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking go crazy for ya now
Now that I got a taste, I'm gonna hallucinate
I think that I am trippin' off your love
I started playing your games, you got me in a checkmate
Now you are the queen, and I'm the pawn
Thinking about all the things
The way you pull my strings, I love the way you turn me on
You're the queen, so let me be your king
I'd do anything, so that we could rule the world
[Pre-Chorus]
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
She drove me, drove me crazy, yeah
[Chorus]
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking blow all the ashes down
Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of posy
I'ma fucking go crazy for ya now
