I sort of abandoned this blog as I was having a hard time uploading photos to it and then i couldnt type properly on my phone (where most of my photos) then I started uploading onto instagram. Then i became addicted to instagram and the validation that came when people liked my posts or messages and now i freaked myself out realising that was not the purpose of me posting. it was about preserving my moments. my memories before they all fade away.
and i'm not sure if its good to compartmentalise, but i am still me. an evolved me I hope. but still me and I just didnt want my kids to dictate who i am and all that i do, which they have anyway, but i wanted to keep a small space for me.
to remind myself of the things that i do that interest me.
the silly moments that i do which makes me think i'm forever 25.
so i realized i could create a draft with the photo i wanted and just save it. Once i'm ready to write, I have the draft with the photo already there.
i was over the moon when i finally figured that out. my brain works from time to time. i can finally post the random screen shots i want to take and stop sending it to people who dont really care.
i can start freeing up space in my phone for the photos i take and never post anywhere as i don't always want to publish it on IG or Facebook.....
the freedom of posting!
of reconnecting here....
of having the space to yell and vent and be me....
mwah