Friday, July 25, 2025

coloblind

 and..... somehow we're here:





Colorblind
Mokita
No it's (thank you)I can't really, can't really just explain it'sI don't know it's, uhI try
Slow downI know you wanna understandSo I'll explain the best I canWhat this pain feels likeIt's hard'Cause even as I'm sitting hereI would rather disappearThan face the world outside
I'm floating in a fallen skyI'm okay, well, maybe not(Here it comes again)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?You'll be fine, I say it out loudI should let someone knowMaybe when I'm betterSo I breathe, will it ever end?You'll be fine, I say it againI should let someone knowThat something doesn't feel rightIt's like I'm colorblind(It's like I'm colorblind)'Cause everybody's world's in colorExcept for mine
It sucks'Cause everything's in black and whiteAnd I can't say I'm numb inside'Cause that just sounds so darkIt's hard'Cause even as we're sitting hereI'm fighting off a constant fearBut no one sees that part
It's like I'm floating in a blacked out skyYou think you're okay, then you're not(Here it comes again)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?You'll be fine, I say it out loudI should let someone knowMaybe when I'm betterSo I breathe, will it ever end?You'll be fine, I say it againI should let someone knowThat something doesn't feel right (right)It's like I'm colorblind(It's like I'm colorblind)'Cause everybody's world's in colorExcept for mine

Thursday, July 17, 2025

love me from a distance

 



I don't even know why I'm holdin' onWhen sayin' it out loud kinda just feels wrongLiving in the moment can feel so alone(Living in the moment can feel so alone)I'm always sayin'
I need some time to be by myselfBut when I see you, I can't even helpLosin' all my senses, you leave me defenselessBaby, I can love you but you know my defenses
I don't wanna need you while I'm healin'I don't wanna be pickin' up piecesWhen I know you could leaveSo I'ma let you love me from a distance
A couple drinks in, finally sayin' what I meanWhere the hell is holding back even really getting me?When I could be livin' my truthYou know what I gotta doBaby, I know it's youI'm always sayin'
I need some time to be by myselfBut when I see you, I can't even helpHoppin' on the freeway to finish what we startedI don't even care if I end up brokenhearted
I don't wanna need you while I'm healin'I don't wanna be pickin' up piecesWhen I know you could leave (and I know you could leave)So I'ma let you love me from a distance
I don't wanna need you while I'm healin' (yeah-yeah)I don't wanna be pickin' up piecesWhen I know you could leaveSo I'ma let you love me from a distance
I'ma let you loveI'ma let you love me from a-I'ma let you loveI'ma let you love me from a distanceFrom a distance (oh-ooh-ah-aah)