I hate having to deal with my emotions, and as a pinay catholic, we are taught to repress our feelings. To escape reality of any kind, I've tuned into the DVD Ralph gave me some years back, Hallmark's the "Snow Queen".
Kai, the part-time hero in the movie, was a useful distraction. Honestly, no wonder I'm addicted to fantasy shows. The further away from reality, the more theraputic I find it. It was nice to be in lala land for a couple of hours. At least I didn't have to think about HER. Or my situation at the moment or growing up. Yeah, yeah, I'm getting older, not necessarily wiser and I'm not maturing anytime soon.
