Question 1: Chi sei?

I'm giving up things I love to eat - Pringles, Fastfood - yes all the junk. To be healthy.
So what kind of food do I like to eat? What do I like doing?
There is this picture of Leo and I on my desk. He has been so great. He hasn't called me at all.
He's giving me the space and time I need.
There's this WFP "party" tomorrow (yes, a disco!) I haven't decided yet if I should go. I know I have to - support. Rashad is dj-ing. I don't know if Leo will be there. I'm not ready to see him.
But I do know when we get back together, I will appreciate him more.
Helena was reminding me about the important things that matter in a relationship. Can I rely on him? If I need him at 4am, will he be there? The answer is always YES. He's great and I want to be the greatest version of me to compliment him.
There was this weekend massage class, I wanted to do it, but I can't this weekend. Things are a bit hectic. I'm really interested. So I'll ask when the next class will be.
Who are you?
If I'm honest, I carry battle scars of failed relationships. I guess the past does haunt you. Addie once said, you're favorite sin is you can't forgive yourself. MOVE ON.... but without the closure, how are you supposed to?
You keep yourself busy, you immerse yourself in mundane matters. You try to forget.
When enough time has passed and you try to make yourself remember, tiny details which you once swore you would never forget escape you.
I used to have a great memory (except when it came to directions). Or at least I thought I did.
Actually, when I hung out with my cousin from the States, I was telling him things I remembered from 10 years ago. He was surprised at how well I remembered things.
Its just after graduation, not even. I think after the CP thing, I started very hard to force myself to forget things and just live.
Auto-pilot is not the way to go. Always be responsible for everything you do. Words of wisdom I don't even uphold.
What happened to me?