i'm still fighting the urge,
the urge was stronger tonight. i wanted to go to his house and be lost in his hug. i wanted to be back in his arms safe and reassured. i have no doubt that if i called him now and asked him to come, he would be here in 20minutes.
i have the most erratic mood swings.
last night, i was depressed. even early this morning. i couldn't get out of bed. at a certain point in the afternoon, i felt happy and free. thinking about it, its most probably because rob left :)
he's not a bad boss, in fact he's a GREAT boss, but still. I feel strapped to the chair when he's around. in retrospect, its not really freedom from the relationship, as Leo wasn't tying me down, but freedom workwise! hahahahahaha
maybe i'll give some thought not to leo but to the questions that have been pushed aside since the "pause"
4 comments:
quarter century crises...I hope you find yourself soon.
thanks lau...
i hope to find me too!
ps: love your blog!
i wish i could read lau's blogs. damn.
maybe you're PMS-ing.
you know, i was thinking that too!
hahahaha....it could be a combination of things!
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