Thursday, November 16, 2006

Changing seasons

The leaves are turning yellow. I have to take a picture of it.
While walking into the compound, I was listening to Turn my head of Live.
A day cannot be any more depressing than that.
My younger brother is in Shanghi. He is going to watch a game with Federer. My mom has given in to his ever whim, and wants to give him more. In the same breath she breathes that we should save money and goes into telling me to save money. She is telling me what to do with my cash!ARGH!
Because I can give so much, I am being taken for granted. Because my older brother is helpless or in her eyes is nakakaawa and my younger brother is abandoned: I have to help them out.
What the....?
Yes, while I acknowledge that I work in a very prestigious environment, I am here by luck.
This day 5 years ago, I was probably working on the yearbook and the thesis.
Never thinking further than graduation. Five years later, I don't know what to think.
Where am I?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

better be the young and the aimless stuck in a well paying job (and in your case in an excellent location.) instead of being old and wondering where time went. Or being senseless. Nyaha.