I'm experiencing something that I can only describe as "ugh".
A headache, lack of motivation to work, heavy head, cold hands.
I have no idea what to do. Nor do I know the cause of it.
In the extreme term, I've lost the will to live.
At least today.
Maybe now I'm ready for change. But from what?
My job? That's a possibility. I could be challenged in different ways and right now, I'm just comfortable.
My relationship?
When does familiarity border onto boring. Maybe I should live in with Leo and start getting ready for our life together. That's going to take time. Much more time that I've been thinking of. 1 1/2 year. That's how much longer its going to take.
I need change.
NOW.
Maybe I'm just bored? Well, at least there's Juno with Kristine tonight.
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