i miss you
....
and i can say that honestly and be certain you wouldn't misunderstand that statement
you know mayra is out.
i am trying to make new friends....
but really, i give up, because they all leave at one point or another...
oh, and weird thing:
check this out, we (mayra and i) had met kevin spacey's best friend who works here
the guy is cool, steve (if you've heard of him) we met him way before the summer, i'm not sure if i ever mentioned it.
i swear, whenever something brings up my insecurity personified or kevin spacey (more of the former) i get butterflies in my stomach.
the thought of her alone is enough to make me queasy....
come home shady, and this time i want to get drunk....
and hang out
and remember that there is such a thing as life and friends...
i come home to an empty house.
tonight, (around 6ish) i will start ironing my clothes and use the internet.
and wait for my boyfriend to come home so we can talk....
and then go to sleep
so i can wake up the next morning and do everything all over again.
whats your life like?
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