blast from the past

i should be making my dinner now,
i should be doing my spanish homework.
i logged onto facebook to find kuya and what do i see....
suzie with tomas fontano, my first crush!
it was funny because the last time i saw suzie (must have been senior year of hs. coz it was in the new house) she was like, how can you like him, he's so pangit.
granted, he's still not good looking in the photo i saw them with, but i was jolted with a longing for a different high school memory.
i wished so bad that i could have been there, i could have grown up with them. i wish my high school experience wasn't one wherein i felt so inadequete and out of place.
coming home to the philippines should have been like being putting on a perfectly fitted glove.
and i love the friends, i've made in h.s. the true ones (you're one of them kari, although i think we became more close during college)and i can count that with one hand, but all the rest. it was AWFUL.
i have facebook and keep intouch with my h.s. uk friends there and realized how much i've missed out and how i wish i could be part of that.
that's all i'm saying.