self loathing and recluse

...funny, we both didn't want to talk but it happened and whats done cannot be undone.
powerful, you called me.
i couldn't be more powerless. i can't do anything.
....
you claimed to be the bad person.
i'm much worse. simply for existing.
i've hurt so many people, just by being me.

that makes me a horrible.horrible person.
its not a competition, i know that.
i'm bad by default and i'll have to live with it.

i can't seem to do anything right. i can't even make things right.

i'm sorry.