There's something to be said about being a diplomats daughter. Emotions should never be made public. Growing up this way, you learn to master what you feel and always put up a front about what's going on in the inside.
More often than not, I end up numbing my feelings that as soon as I need to identify them, it's all gone crazy and confusing. I don't know what I'm feeling.
I can't react appropriately because I can't understand how to. Then I get so confused and angry, I self destruct. I've been noticing a pattern.
So here I am again. Self Destructing.
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