Apparently, the extreme chills and slight fever I had experienced last week was my extreme PMS. I've never had that before, but hey, there's a first time for everything right?
So I'm so exited about going on my trip with Leo next week!
Just beach, heat and relaxation....
and *ahem* that conversation we had kari.
It lead me to the extreme of searching for additional resources, to help me out.
my.brain.is.dead.
still at work.
haven't gotten round to buying the laptop yet.
zdam, was ditched last week by her bf of 4 years.
she can't seem to get mad.
i'm trying to get her on that path of anger. she's still thinking of him in such a saintly way. he's interested in someone else and had told her, and she still thinks of him as nice.
as she couldn't be by herself yesterday for fears of falling apart, she crashed at my house. tonight she wasn't sure of herself, so we're going home together again.
she gets up early in the morning man, i was at work at 7.50 - i haven't been in that early in a long time.
i had dinner at kristines last friday and brought fresh fruits. i took photos but we're not suppose to be keeping personal files on our work pc, i'll have to wait for a later date to do so.
i was so proud of myself (yes, shallow i know), but its a small step for me growing up . everything has happened this year and well, you can only continue to grow.
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given the relationships that are breaking up around me, i get scared and insecure.
am i next?
at the same time, I can't help but feel lucky that leo is great all around.
this post isn't going anywhere. let me go home.
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