hi addie

i did go to the canonization of mme, but i didn't know who was coming and therefore kept a very low profile. i was standing in the rain for the ceremony. did anyone we know come over?

*sips coffee*

friendship disappointments
where is the line between a good, patient, understanding friend to a doormat?
i won't bother listing the offenses i've endured, because
1. friends don't count
2. forget and forgive
so.... if its a continual abuse though, whats to be done? is there a limit?

insecurity=maturity
its not that i don't trust him, its more of i don't trust her. and i'm sure you've heard it all before, but never presented this way. she is the past of me. the flirty confident one. i would have no qualms taking my clothes off, infront of a gay man or a commited straight one, i would rationalize that the other party is just not interested. if she has this tendency, and is likely to pull this off, then leo will have his hands full. what of, remains to be seen.

have i mentioned that he got a job in brussels? i'm pretty sure i had mentioned that she was coming over to do her studies here. she's arriving in september, i should be fairly safe, as they might not be spending precariously too much time together. should i meet her? i know he will and he would want to do a dinner all together - do i want to be there?
but that's ok, its all good. coz in the long run, leo will be in brussels. his new contract starts 16 july. did i mention that her parents work in brussels and she normally spends her summer there? so please, make a wild guess to who will be showing him around and exploring the city together. of course, i trust leo. i don't trust me. and i do trust her. so please, please, don't let me be wrong.