Yes you read right.
I'm just feeling so weird, there is no one for me to talk to but Leo and he is in Greece. I do call him, however, I feel like I've just sky rocked the phone bill, so I'm trying to stay off it.
I'm supposed to do something. Its work related even, however, I just can't seem to get there.
I'm bothered.
That email bothered me.
Why email me?
Why am I obssessing? I am strong. He broke me, but now I am stronger.
I didn't go to church today. I have actually resolved to stop going - it happens whenever my parents aren't around. Of course, if they were here, I'd go. There is one mass though that I wouldn't miss. Its a bit far from Rome, but they hold mass every first Sunday of the month. I seemed happy there, even for a bit.
I'm just so confused, I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to feel.
Two days later, I'm still stunned.
1 comment:
hi rei. on the domestic issue of your friend, no worries, they will eventually resolve it. but the woman has to be strong enough to face up to the man. that's why you should never marry if you're not ready to stand up for your principles. anyhoo, prayers will help a lot--just pray for them! i will, too. on guy #3, what was that? do send him a message (this is just a sugegstion, but if you follow it, i will be very happy, hehehe) that he is under no condition supposed to keep in contact with you. that you are revolted about him keeping in touch and thinking he can still be close to you and your family. wala ba siyang hiya sa sarili niya? he and his screwed head can go to hell. (oh, he probably will, haha).
it's normal to feel haunted and stunned still... this too will pass. but for now, whenever you flat line in memory of that email, shrug it off and keep yourself busy. i love you, rei.
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